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Apr
20th

I am grateful just to be here.

Files under gratitoodz | Posted by Cary Darling

Creative Commons License photo credit: angrokor

Live every day as if it were your last and then some day you’ll be right.  ~H.H. “Breaker” Morant

First I would like to apologize for my lack of posting here recently.  I have been working a lot of mornings here lately, and mornings are usually when I write my posts.  It is hard to find the time to get up at 2:30 or 4:30 in the morning so I can get a post out.  In the past I’ve written some of the posts later on in the day, but here lately I have been pretty tired, I guess it is all catching up with me.  I get home, I take a nap, and them I’m just kind of out of it, not wanting to do much else for the remainder of the night.

Going back out into the work place, I went from 0-60 in no time flat.  I tested myself, and so far I have passed, but not without a cost.  Don’t get me wrong, I am not focusing on the negative stuff, I am just trying to explain my lack of posting here lately.  The plus side to all of this is the fact that I am actually physically capable of doing this at all.  I am approaching my one year anniversary since the lap-band surgery, and when I consider that at this time last year, I could barely walk through Wal-Mart let alone work standing for eight hours a day, that is one amazing accomplishment.

My body is getting stronger each day, I don’t want my life to be just about work, so when I do have days off, I try to spend them doing something with either family or friends.  Occasionally I just decide I’m going to relax for one of those days and not go anywhere.  I have started walking again on the treadmill *thanks to the IPOD*, so I am still working hard at keeping my life balanced between my job, fun time, and all of the inside work I’m doing on myself.  Am I tired?  Yes.  But am I enjoying myself?  A resounding yes.

I am excited on so many levels.  Life is great, and it is only getting better each day as I learn more about myself.  I missed posting, but let me stress, that just because I did not post a gratitude blog, I still have been saying my gratitudes out loud every morning, and throughout the day.  I have also been doing a lot of meditating and praying throughout the day.  So the work still continues, I just slacked there for a bit, but I am back and for that I am grateful. :)

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